in all the madness of new love and new life…
…i forgot how important it is to take time for myself.
i’ve had some great times this summer
but few have matched up to right now. this moment. sitting outside a coffee shop, sipping on tea with a cigarette in one hand…and of course, all while mooching off of free wi-fi. if only there were a breeze in the air…
“videogames don’t affect kids. if pacman had affected us as kids, we’d all be running around in darkened rooms munching on magic pills and listening to repetitive electronic music.”
-Nintendo CEO
I suppose I should thank You.
you’re lack of respect and abundance of cruelty has led me here. to this wonderful state of mind and body. to all these wonderful people. i should thank you for how my life has turned out.
these past two months may just have been the absolute best and absolute worst time of my life. i have no other way of putting it.
i would change everything.
but i wouldn’t change anything at all.
A Necessary Add-On;
I just answered someone’s question with the phrase “bear claw salad”.
life is….life.
life…
…has been reduced to this.
ingesting: tv dinners, and jimmy john’s.
sleeping: four hours a night.
being home: only those four hours
inhaling: more smoke than air
working: and wanting to live there.
spending: way too much money.
frowning: more than smiling
i just want to graduate :(
I was ungrounded for exactly one week.